It's been really long since i had the time to write down something on this blog. Lately the sick bug has been going around the office and at home. Somehow i seem to be affected by it to, knowing that the ventilation in the office is so bad.
Been having this fever, flu & cough and all... i'm tired of taking all the medication. In a total of one week i actually visited 3 doctors. 2 were my panel and 1 is Adam's customer. Somehow the medicine that the 3rd doctor gave me, is really working it's stuff.
I don't feel like myself today... don't know why.. and i haven't eaten anything since morning, well actually i ate half a cup of 'Koko Krunch with Milk' and that's all... no appetite. 'Da' ask me to go over to his house, probably i could find some comfort there and have dinner with his family.... sigh... why do i have to feel like this... i feel like i'm not myself. I need to get out of this house and do something. But i can't shop, coz i ran out of money....hmmm... anyway can't think of shopping anymore.. too many clothes in the closet... and need to save the money for the big day.
Whether my parents are against it... i don't think i care anymore. I'm freaking 22 and they don't see it. It's hard why they can't understand for the fact that this man that i love has not changed a little, but just his religion. Does a religion makes a person? i don't think so. I just wish they could see what i see. Which is 'I Love This Man' and there's nobody else in this world who can replace him... I just want to be with him for the rest of my life... that's all i ask for...